You feel that sting, big boy, huh? That’s pride fuckin’ with you!...– Pulp Fiction
get the fuck out of dodge.
i need to get out, i can’t live like this.
in 5 years?
goals set to be finished in a matter of 5 years. i seriously need to stick to this. move out before i’m 19 (giving me a year and some change) get a full time job i enjoy. get at the least 8 tattoos. start business (start printing and selling shirts). give my son everything i can. donate to the manatee rescue. live with my girlfriend. get engaged. move away, (list of choices still...
i've hardly blogged lately.
i’ve been basically working or spending time with my girlfriend and son. and i’ve developed an old childhood addiction, only, updated.
i’m turning 18 soon, and it’s all i’ve ever wanted. to move out, to get tattoos all of that. but i’m so overwhelmed with choices and decisions. i need to figure it all out one thing at a time.
what happens in atlantis, stays in atlantis.
i’m afraid that the ocean will swallow me whole, i’m afraid the the waves will bury me at the bottom. i swore i’d never leave the sands of this bay, but it’s been so long since this ship has left. there is no such thing as a perfect storm, just unprepared, unskilled captains. leave the wrecks for the deep and float. we’ll break the mold, swim don’t sink. ...
note to self
blog tomorrow, write something good. you’re far too tired today.
yesterday me and my lovely girlfriend went to...
she convinced me to buy a baconator to have a bite. now it’s all i’ve been wanting all day.
I love movies
And recently, I find myself frequently seeing the same actors over and over come up, so, I’ve developed a more newer list of actors that are becoming my favourites. they are just a few. Michael Cera, yeah, i know, he’s kind of old, but all the movies i see with him in it, I like it. some of the movies i’ve seen with him in it? Superbad, Juno, Year One, Nick and Nora’s...
from here on out, new goal.
i need stop being negative and start living with a PMA. i’ve been more introduced to this thanks to the release of Toby Morse from H2O’s website www.onelifeonechance.com. since i watched his short video on his public speaking, i have been amazed and i am determined to either meet him, or attend one of speeches or both. for my personal life wise, and straight edge wise, he is truly one...
but i’m still bitter. i need to shake this, i can’t be miserable for two years, i need to make it better. i’m terrified, depressed, frustrated, but trying as hard as i can to be positive.
I would love for everyone to see this. →
that’s it we’ve had enough, please turn that fucking radio off.– good mourning
i am resting all my sanity on music. it is the only way i can possibly get through this with everything intact. don’t fail me now, i don’t know what else i can do anymore. as much as i love growing up, and i’ve been waiting for these days to finally come, but i thought they’d much different from this. “is it too much to ask for, open your eyes and see. it’s not...
what's up, doc?
Judy: Love is about never having to say sorry
Howard: That's the dumbest thing I've ever heard
new mission for myself:
find a dvd copy of “What’s Up, Doc?” this movie was extremely funny and entertaining, i loved it.